& all I want to hide inside it. Because with music I’m whoever the song makes me, I’m safe, and things never go wrong.
It’s all going to fast with this boy.
I’m panicking and now I feel I need to starve for him.
I told him I liked him. He said he did too. But now I’m getting the cold shoulder.
I just tried to kiss the boy I was on a date with.
Stupid stupid silly girl!
Naive stupid girl…
Today I go home to interview. See my family & I have a date.
I think…I’m happy :) :/ & scared it won’t last.